hmm..
Just trying to clear some writers block right now. Though maybe just rambling on this would help. I came across a message from Elsie today on my face book from only two weeks before she left saying she was sorry for being a shitty girlfriend and that she loved me more than anything and couldn’t wait to hold me again. I don’t even remember how we got from not being able to picture us apart to us falling asleep in the arms of someone else. Love is such a strange emotion. It breaks like porcelain and when you get it back together it just never quite feels the same. Its just amazing how someone can say they love you one week and the next week they swear they don’t feel a thing when you’re with them. One of these days I’ll stop writing about this stuff and forget. I’ve found that that hardest thing to do is apologize and forgive. I forgive you and I am sorry. I don’t expect anything to change, we went from closer than family to foes in a few weeks. Im just hoping by writing this out I can get closer to closure.
