The beauty in the breakdown
Its amazing how one little thing can make your forget the immense pain and heart ache you’ve endured recently. You might just be standing in the middle of no where watching the sunset and suddenly you are just happy for no reason. Your mind is blank for the first time in months and realize that life will go on. No matter how much you thought you loved her you realize that you will find someone you will love twice as much and that might actually return the gesture. You can’t help but slip in and out of loneliness but you , for the first time in a long time, are okay with being alone. You’re looking forward to butterflies and first kiss jitters.
