September 2010
2 posts
WatchIn your dreams music video.
one of the lucky ones
Im not sure when I lost it. Im not even sure where it would go, or if I ever even had it. I felt it slip away. I feel like i’ve tasted it…once maybe twice before but just for a moment. Just long enough to make me think that it was real. I’ve seen it though, or something that looks a lot like it. Maybe a shadow of it or a reflection in something extrodinary. I have seen its...
July 2010
1 post
Pretty Lies
This is one of the new songs off of our acoustic ep “if only that will be out in Late July” Enjoy
“Pretty Lies”
I slip into her bed, its the only way I can forget that she’s been doing the same thing with him Im searching for a drug strong enough to knock me out or a drink that strong enough to rip her taste from my mouth if only I would have said what I wish i...
May 2010
1 post
Simple words....
I don’t get to spend a lot of time with my family but when I do I try to absorb as much as I possibly can from these people. Although some of them may be much different in their lifestyle or beliefs than I am, I can’t help but enjoy the wonderful diversity that my family offers.
For mothers day, a few weeks ago, my family decided to go to the biggest restaurant in the area, which...
March 2010
7 posts
Life..
I’ve spend some time in my life trying to figure out what my “dreams” are. I found some things and worked hard to achieve them. I can honestly say if everything broke down at this point I would be proud of what I accomplished. I would still have regrets and wonder what could have been.
I spend a lot of time talking to people who are at the supposed critical stage where need...
Who I am
I am not a fighter, I am a lover who fights for what I believe in……
I believe in
You
me
Us
Love
To you...
I don’t know exactly who you are, or maybe I do
You might be someone I already know, or maybe we haven’t even met yet
Who ever you are and where ever you may be I am writing this to you….
I will never be perfect, or expect you to be
I may never be rich or famous
I may never buy you the house of your dreams
the car or your dreams
the ring of you dreams
I can’t...
Will we ever?
When the time comes, will you be to scared to do what you know you have to? Will you take the easy way or will look at the task in front of you with anxious eyes? Some people are blessed with luck, talent, money. Others are willing to put their heart, soul and life into something they believe in. Will we (the fighters) ever have what it takes to live up to the blessed few. Are we destined to...
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February 2010
4 posts
This is who we are.
I am sitting here at work thinking about the way people are. I am becoming increasingly discontent with it. It’s as if we can never do anything for simple reasons. We must always be acknowledged for anything we do (good or bad). We spend countless hours gaining attention through web sites such as twitter, tumblr and facebook. I am an avid user of all these sites and don’t...
There's a reason I never wrote you a love song
I wrote this song not to long after I finally pulled the plug on a certain ex gf. The song title came about because she always used to beg me to write her a love song. I started writing her a song and then when we broke up I changed all the words and the title. That song eventually turned into this one. If you knew the band before we released IARB. We released an acoustic version of this...
Let's settle this with a dance off
I wrote this song about an ex girl friend of mine. I wrote it in the form of a letter to the guy that she cheated on me with. I made it kind of as a warning and a spite song. The Line “if you think she’s good with her hands, you should see her work on her knees” actually isn’t AS sexual as it may seem. The hands does refer to “sex” but the knees refers to...
January 2010
5 posts
Never Tasted Forever Wasted
I am starting with this song because It had the most meaning to me on our last record. I wrote this song on Valentines day 2009 about my girl friend at the time. I was in New York in the Studio and was really missing her. I locked my self in the vocal booth that day and started writing this song for her. Even though she and I are no longer together, this song will always be there to remind me of...
Her Space Holiday "Japanese Gum"
Felt like this song described the past 3 years of my life pretty well. Check out the band and listen to their music.
Japanese gum
I used to know this girl Who gave her love away To every guy she met And with all the games they played She never seemed to cry She never got upset And one by one they came And one by one they left I thought that I could fix her If she would let me in But all of my...
hmm..
Just trying to clear some writers block right now. Though maybe just rambling on this would help. I came across a message from Elsie today on my face book from only two weeks before she left saying she was sorry for being a shitty girlfriend and that she loved me more than anything and couldn’t wait to hold me again. I don’t even remember how we got from not being able to picture us...
The beauty in the breakdown
Its amazing how one little thing can make your forget the immense pain and heart ache you’ve endured recently. You might just be standing in the middle of no where watching the sunset and suddenly you are just happy for no reason. Your mind is blank for the first time in months and realize that life will go on. No matter how much you thought you loved her you realize that you will find...
Alone...
A good friend of mine told me this quote the other day and I have no Idea who it’s originally by but I thought it holds great meaning to me now.
“I am not gonna carry you to the top, but if you fall down I’ll be there to pick you up”
We all have a story and we all have problems and vices and addictions and flaws. We all need someone there that is gonna push you through...
December 2009
9 posts
2010
” I am ready to be new again, ready to hear you say who I am is quite enough”
2010 will be one to remember!
Today
Today I picked up the pieces of me…. Today I walk forward alone and I am finally okay with that.
maybe its just me.
But when I say “I love you” I don’t mean I love you today or until you make a mistake. I mean I will love you through the good times and the times when im so mad i can’t even look at you. Every relationship is gonna bring you to the point of break. Everyone is looking for that perfect relationship that has a life long honeymoon period and the truth is it doesn’t...
You know what they say about love...
They say love is blind and I have to disagree. Love graces you with sight. Love opens your eyes to a world you never knew existed. A world that you thought was created only for the big screen and highschool sweet hearts. A world any one would kill to have and die keep. A world we spend a life time searching for and a life time trying to get back once it’s gone. A world you can’t...
Better off
Its a strange feeling to know someone is better off with out you. That your kiss and touch weren’t enough. That somewhere out there is a perfect guy for her and that you love her so much that you hope and pray she finds him even though its not you. You want nothing more than to hear years later that she is everything she always dreamed of and your face lights up just like it used to...
The human race by nature is flawed..
Yet we are the only species smart enough to realize our flaws. If we are smart enough to fix them is a different story.
I have hurt people I love, Destroyed relationship and friendships. I have given up on people who just needed a push to realize their true potential. I have judged, ridiculed and mocked others without cause. I am human. I can apologize for everything thing I’ve done...
Sometimes.....
Sometimes…..
I wish you knew how much I missed you
I wish you knew that I would have done anything to make you smile
I miss watching your face light up when you were truly happy
I think I can still feel you when I sleep
I think I can smell you in my clothes
I can’t sleep
I wish I had it all to do over again
I wonder what I did wrong
I wonder what you did wrong
I wonder if you...
November 2009
2 posts
You gotta start somewhere
I chose to start here. 22 years, 5 months and 21 days into “life”. From now until I get tired of it, I will be recording my thoughts, poetry, photography and what ever is important to me. I don’t expect anyone to read this, this is a creative outlet for me not something for attention or promotion. If you prefer that please visit me on myspace or twitter. This is just me. As...